t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .
portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *
je'taime .
the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Friday, June 11, 2004
fuck what i said. it don't mean shit now.
yes. that's the only thing i can say to YOU.
fuck la. why must you always be right.
so it was a. no one hesitated situation.
bye then. bye.
yupp. over-reacting lah. i must be pms-in. haha. people tend to not stop me if i wanna leave. =)
a thousand lies have made me colder. and i don't think i can lok at this the same.
i thought.. but it didn't happen. so be it then. i'll be fine.
was supposed to be going kayaking with churchies. now i'm not sure if i'm gonna be going at all?
i don't even know if i'm gonna go cbc on sunday. ha.
everything that i've been dreading is happening one by one.
what's gonna happen next?
i don't wanna know..
maybe the camp didn't do any good at all. maybe.. it really didn't.
sheesh.
i can't believe this lah. fuck it.
maybe you're right. and screw u for that.
thanks for the letter bud. i didn't need to read in between the lines to get what you mean.
am gonna head out soon. getting rid of....... stuffs that were supposed to be destroyed aeons ago.
am thinking bout the most nonsensical things in the world. goodness. somebody save me.
yu'reright.yuwillneverknowwhathapppenstmr.thefutureissofuckinguncertain.sighs.
gut feeling's working up. ah. fuck it fuck it fuck it. i'm out.
;elysium.
6:17:00 PM
eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .
